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Tanza
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 Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2011 3:51 pm |
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Location: Mostly on the floor
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SWEET EMPTINESS
Needy faces tilted thoughtfully
Confused at my indifference
Arrogant in assumptions
Comical in their solutions
My mind shouts insanely
Making sense of nothing
As, silently, I turn away
Listening to all it has to say
Realization washes cruelly over
Rinsing out the fight in me
Existence brings no peace, just fear
And satisfaction to others that I’m here
Hoping my life will end itself
Yet knowing I complete theirs
Pours guilt upon despair
As I long to be nowhere
Wishing for sweet emptiness
I dance secretly with death
Inviting the possibility
Of eternal tranquillity
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PhilomenaAquitaine
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2011 3:59 pm |
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Location: Looking pretty behind the bar at Holme's Tavern
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Oh Tanza this is a great poem but are you ok?
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Tanza
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2011 4:17 pm |
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Yes, yes, yes...I'm completely fine!!
Just a bit of gob ache!!
Thanks for reading...hope it's not too depressing.
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Gwenllian
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2011 12:14 am |
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Location: south Wales
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lovely but sad made me want to give you a big hug!
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Tanza
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2011 9:12 am |
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Don't worry about me...I post these things to help people realize they aren't alone in their dark thoughts. I'm through it all and can't even recognize myself in the words.
My life used to be about other people's opinions of me and how they thought I should live my life. Well, they failed to put me in a little tidy corner of their lives...behaving properly...and I'm probably living the complete opposite to anybody's view of what's right for me. For me!! YES...FOR ME!!
It's MY life.
I didn't ask for it, but that doesn't mean I don't want to enjoy all it can offer...without the restrictions of mind-numbing conformity and other people's views on what's right and proper.
That's boring and waste of MY LIFE!
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