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A DIFFICULT DECISION TO MAKE - LEE ANN MCCLURE

by lee ann mcclure

lyin on the bed, with every contraction

every push, moved the baby a fraction

the impact of the car hit him high in the air

flew to the ground, yet landed with flare

 

she screamed and she pushed but to no avail

after 22 hours of labour, she let out a wail

he lay on the ground no movement at all

his eyes were closed, he never felt the fall

 

take it easy she was told, rest and relax

when next one comes, push to the max

people around him, looked up saw the light

he was getting closer, it was gettin so bright

 

with inner calm, slowly she did push, no fuss

this baby was takin its time, was in no rush

he felt inner peace, someone took his hand

had come so far from where his body did land

 

she was exhausted, it was all taking so long

the midwife's concerned, something was wrong

something came to him, knew he could not fly

panic engulfed him, was not ready to die

 

the room filled with people so quickly that afternoon

that baby had to be born right now, not just soon

"come with me son" he heard that voice it did say

looked back to his body on the ground where it lay

 

tears filled her eyes, let her instinct not be right

god dont let this happen, her fears she did fight

so much not done, his children he needed to see

it isn't my time he thought, not now, not for me

 

minutes felt like hours, in two her heart was torn

the staff worked frantically, the baby was born

he wasnt going there, made up was his mind

he fought against it with all strength he could find

 

the silence was frightening, sorrow had replaced joy

he was born dead, the baby, he was a boy

eyes closed, body shuddered, came too with a start

eyes now opened, could feel life with all his heart

 

OR

 

the silence was frightening, this was like a bad dream

time stood still, then baby boy let out a scream

peace prevailed once more, this could not be fought

his time had come and now his soul, God had got

 

WHO LIVES? YOU DECIDE