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Last Thoughts

by lee ann mcclure

Lying here knowing I'm going to die

No time to sit and question why

Blood seeping from my body so

Not sure just how much time to go

 

I did my job well, of that I'm sure

Bullet ridden body I now endure

I’m a soldier who has truly served his time

But I do believe, I’m taken in my prime

 

Twenty six years old is the age that I am

And yes I do really give a damn

I’ve fought this war, heart and soul

Live another day, that was my goal

 

Back home I did have a life

A little boy, a gorgeous wife

They were my reason to make it through

Making worthwhile all I do

 

My child I barely know at all

Mere weeks old when I got that call

My lady though, is my love so true

The most beautiful person I ever knew

 

Could she possibly know right now

That I have taken my final bow?

Is our love really so very strong

Right now, will her spirit know what's wrong

 

Thinking back to when I met her first

I was sure my heart was going to burst

She blew me away, that she did

Feelings like that, I could not forbid

 

First time we ever shared a bed

"I love you" were the words I said

Not too sure what she did to me

But happily where I wanted to be

 

"Hear me my love" inside I say

"Your soldier is going to die today"

She will never know the words I think

As my eyes do take the final blink

 

If only she knew the love I feel

Has helped me now truly conceal

The pain that riddles my body so

“I'm sorry baby it's my time to go”

 

Let me live in your heart so long

In my child, keep me strong

Heart dead but memory alive

Through our love I will survive