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Not exactly a ghost story. Something, perhaps, a little darker.
When I was 7, I had a nervous condition. My notes called it a tic. My parents called it St Vitus Dance. Whatever it was, my head would shake violently, i would be continually clenching and releasing my muscles.
The doctor put me on Phenobarbitone and told my parents I would have to take it for the rest of my life. I was sent to Great Ormond Street Hospital, then Tadworth Hospital, for a total of about 3 months.
Sometime later, parents and doctor saw an improvement. As an experiment, they took me off of the tablets. To everyone's surprise, there were no withdrawal symptoms from the drugs, and no sign of the illness.
A few days later, my parents received a letter from an aunt. She had gone to a spiritualist faith healer, and he had performed distant healing.
All seemed well, but there was something - different - about me.
I had an invisible friend. I didn't tell my parents, only my younger brother knew. And he probably thought it was a game.
Children at school sensed the oddness. I had very few friends as a child. Certainly none close enough to share birthday parties with. As I grew older, I became the target of bullies - children and teachers. I used to get obscene phone calls (we never did find out who it was).
I also seemed to experience telepathy, precognition, and astral projection. I studied folk lore and magic. I practices trance techniques, Raja Yoga, and self hypnosis. All the time urged on by this invisible "friend".
This continued until I was 21. Had I not been so secretive, I am sure I would have been diagnosed as psychotic and paranoid schizophrenic. I was afraid for my sanity. I tried to convince myself all was imagination, but couldn't.
I was at a college studying to be a computer programmer, when I told a couple of students about my experience. They told me I had a demon. This was Halloween 1978.
I had arranged to meet my older brother. As I walked to the agreed place, this invisible friend kept saying it was going to kill me. I got lost in an area I should have known well. On 2 occasions I stepped out in front of cars and was almost knocked down.
The following Sunday was November 5th. I joined my fellow students at a church. After the service, I was led to a side chapel, where I was exorcised and baptised in the Holy Spirit.
It was as if my mind was filled with a blue white light. I felt good. Very good indeed. I could have been mistaken for a drunk. The demon left me and has not returned (though I suspect it did try some years later).
That was many years ago. I am still a Christian. Still discovering new things about this new life I have.
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